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Post by siren on Sept 16, 2008 15:21:24 GMT -5
If I ever seem distracted or not around in the following few days, know that's it's most likely because I'm crying or thinking about some people.
Last Thuesday both of my remaining grandparents, both are my grandmothers, were hospitalized. One because of a heart attack, the other because she'd go under surgery that Thursday.
Now the first, never got through her attack and has been living off a machine ever since. The second only got surgery yesterday.
The thing is, I've got both good as bad news for myself. The bad is that the doctors have to cut off the machine of Grandma 1 and let her die slowly, for right now she's suffering and death shall end her suffer. The second went through surgery but after that never woke up. <.<
The small bit of good news is that Grandma 2 is actually putting up a fight for her life.
Either way, Grandma 1 is going to die.
Hence why, if you ask me 'How are you?' the following days I might bit back at you or give you the honest truth.
My replied might not be as due as they once were and well, my presence shall be here yet not here at the same time. You'll figure out that I'm pretty much a ghost of what I once was until a few days after the funeral, it's some sort of process I go through every time someone I care about dies.
<.<
So, in case you worry, you know now why I might become a bit distant the next few days.
Luff,
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Post by Lady Lyanne Danell on Sept 16, 2008 21:25:49 GMT -5
Oh darling I am so sorry.. take your time, relax and don't worry about things here... -hugs- If you need anything just PM me and I hope things work out for the best though in these situations things are usually glum. _hugs and loves_
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Post by Deleted on Sept 17, 2008 0:42:34 GMT -5
_huggles the squee_ take your time and we're all here for you and I'm usually on msn if you need me.
Rai
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Post by siren on Sept 28, 2008 8:26:58 GMT -5
Peeps, I just saw my last grandparent die.
Please, do forgive me if I not a single word that makes sense leaves me. =.=
I'm museless, my muse is like this big black hole that has no end at the moment. <.< and I hate it.
Besides, every single minute I'm crying like my life depends on it. <.<
So, yeah...
Don't expect too much from me.
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Post by Mirasia Leventia on Sept 28, 2008 9:06:02 GMT -5
Oh hun.. I'm so sorry. -hugs- We all understand.. all of my real Grandparents are gone.. just take as muich time as you need hun.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 30, 2008 1:40:59 GMT -5
what miry said Squee dearest, take all the time you need and we'll all be here for you
*sends a cyber hug*
((delayed reaction I know))
Rai
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