leaving the site?

[meisa kuran ,]

[/b] go around posting threads for three characters and keep them active, and two out of the three have no specific plots which will result in the death of the thread anyways.

then there's also the fact that rtn to me is more of a place where i come to chat up with old friends i haven't seen in ages, friends i don't want to lose more than it's actually still an rp to me. i love you all and i'll never ever forget rtn and you know you can always hit me up on aim or msn. but right now, i can't deal with all of this right now. either give me a while, a long while, of hiatus or i'll just be forcing myself to delete my characters.

since i may be leaving, i figured i owed you all a decent explanation and here it is. my life's been shitty and school isn't giving me a break. i really do miss you lot and i hope that i wasn't just another disappointment to people. <3 ily [/blockquote][/font][/size][/ul]

[Thalia Earlshire]

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[High King Peter Pevensie]

well just so you know if you had read the activity check it said you only need one link for all of your characters. i'm sorry about everything that's going on in your life, but i don't think lyanne and i are being unreasonable about asking for a single thread per person. we also mentioned if you can't manage that you're supposed to contact one of us with why. a parent having cancer would certainly qualify under one of those reasons. so... uh... as awkward as this post already is, just be sure to read the things before you post here. yes, there will be a time in the future where if you can't deliver a roleplay post for each of your characters, you'll be kicked out. but chances are those posts don't need to be active, just within a few months, and we will always always always have an opening for people in situations like yours.

anyway, that said, i am really and truly sorry about what's going on. i remember the stress of senior year, and like i said, you have more then enough perfectly valid reasons to recieve that pardon i mentioned in the activity check. so whatever you do is up to you. i'd rather not have you leave the site because you're awesome and we heart you, but i understand if you feel that you need to go. just know we're flexible and willing to work with you.

[meisa kuran ,]

i don't want this thread to be awkward.
i really do love you all. seriously.
i've been thinking about leaving for a while now,
and it's only because i won't be able to live up the
expectations of an active site due to personal issues?

i can't do that to you or rtn, especially since i have
a canon like edmund on my hands. =/ believe me,
if my life allows me to again, i'll come back to rtn.

[High King Peter Pevensie]

can i make a suggestion then? stay with us.
given your circumstances you won't have to
post unless you really really want to, and i
know we'd all love to be there for you and
support you if and when you need it. you can
still be on rtn and just dominate the ooc boards
and participate in the new challenges and
what not. as far as edmund goes, we may have
to find someone else to play him. i don't know,
i need to discuss it with lyanne, but all of your
other characters can stay here and wait for you
to be ready... or not. i love you to pieces and i
don't want to see you leave, so that's just my
offer- stay and keep your OCs. RTN can be your
fun site for talking to us and ooc things... you
wouldn't have to post unless you felt like it, and
we can find someone to post with who understands
you won't be on constantly posting. but again, if
you see fit that you have to go, we'll miss you
love. i hope everything works out for the best.

[Lady Lyanne Danell]

Well, I'm personally feel sorry for all that is going on in your life right now. I know it must be hard for you and we'd like to support you 100%. But I also agree with Peter, I truly do not want you to go and would like for you to consider staying even if you have to take a leave of absence, you are always welcomed here. We love you, and will allow you to stay should you wish to stay.

However I also agree with Peter about possibly keeping your oc's and maybe forfeiting Edmund if you truly feel you can't keep up with him, considering your situation, it's understandable. And again, I feel I'm redundant in saying that I love you, we all do and we would want you to stay.